I say it alot, I know, but I am getting really tired of my own inefficiencies. I can't stand they way I procrastinate, the way I put things off. I don't know why I haven't changed yet. Maybe I blame myself too much - Or maybe not enough. My parents raised me, they must have had some influence on me, but I could be just rationalizing away my own short comings. It's getting a late... So I'm cutting this rant off. I'll explain tommorow when I awake.